You know what greats REALLY old when you're trying to get pregnant?
Other people announcing THEY are pregnant.
Ugh. Yup, I swear every day either one of my friends has a baby or announces their pregnant. Ok, ok... maybe not EVERY day but probably almost one a week.
I dealt with not being able to get pregnant for two and a half years.... YEARS! Then I gave up and fostered a sweet baby girl, Renee. Renee left us after 2.5 months and I got through that. Then we got Aiden and of course the month we got Aiden, I became pregnant with Nolyn. But now, it's been 8 months since my IUD has been out and.... Nothing.
I know it my head it's Gods way of saying it's just not the right time. I still have a TON of thing to finish in the house for my day care inspection which I know I shouldn't do while pregnant (lots of chemicals and dirt and just nastyness)... but no matter how much you KNOW it's not the right time, doesn't make me want it any less.
But I guess I should just be happy that I do have two amazing, healthy, growing boys in my life right NOW and hopefully eventually we'll get to add to that. I would LOVE to foster a girl but I'd have to talk my husband into that. He really wants to have a child together first. Which I completely understand.
But AHHHHH! Hopefully all the positive pregnancy test pictures, baby showers and new births slow down a bit!
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